Wow

67 degrees on Nov 14 2011...

Alive

I just felt my face and thought its good to be alive!!!!
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Snap!

I was fine 'til she leaned in close to me, looking and smelling oh so good, in a pair of stilletto's...and asked.."You like me in these, Papi?"....dayum near lost it.....
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Yes again...

Ahhh....had to see her again. I stopped past the job. Ah. Looking so fine. Toes out. Microbraids flowing. Smooth caramel skin. Looking at me smiling. Saw her approaching me and I blurted out "don't mess with me tonight" even though that is exactly what I wanted. "What?" Just wanna give you a hug". Dayum. Felt so warm and smelled so dayum good. This time I wasn't so woozy and had my legs. Haha. But she makes me weak. Not that "I love you and we gonna get married" crap....naw...just pure sexual/physical attraction...real strong....mmmm. Have to taste that. Stroke every bit of that. Stuff at home been wack and she not getting it on the reg..so she says and by choice cuz she don't feel him anymore. She needs to feel loved but I'm not the one to do that although I'm sure it would be pleasurable. And I would get hooked on her. We chatted. Maybe do lunch one day soon. She says "ONLY lunch?" and gives me that look. Time for me to go before I do something crazy. Ahhh....gotta step away from this. Feel the wood rising, aching for insertion, longing for those toes on my back, knees open, kissing that neck and those lips, moaning as I stroke over and over and over again until I release...betta chill. Yup. And keep my distance.....ahhhhh
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Oh yes!!

I popped in to say hello. Then it started. She was talking ish...throwing her hair around...smiling..calling me Papi...haha. Making mad eye contact. Flirting game was on full blast. Game was tight. Body was sooo right. Ridiculous. I got that school boy feeling. Woozy. Dazed. She showed me she lost some weight. Leaned back in the chair so I could get an eye full. I liked what I saw. Freckles. Beautiful white teeth. Cheek bones any woman would want. Sexy caramel tone. Curvy and thick like I like. I had to have that. Needed that. Wanted that like NOW!!!! She told me what I could have. Showed me what was for the taking. I was intoxicated for it. Couldn't move or talk.
I just looked. You CAN'T be this fine...just CAN'T.
Dayum. I had to leave before my nature sprung into action. You not mine to have. Too many probs would happen. Yea. Gotta leave you alone. I made up an excuse and stumbled out of there...barely could find my car.....
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Baltimore 4-23-10

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Winds are blowing....

Its early April and temps in the 90's. APRIL. Not July. I'm all in favor for warm temps but now? Naaah. I remember as a kid how warm breezes and sun would transform my whole mood and take me to a different mind set. All was good. No bills. No one to worry about but....me. Selfish? No. I was a child. Its what children do. But NOW, about to turn 46...those same breezes and sun betray me. Knowing what I know now about this world...witnessing horrors that have occurred...listening to what is being shoveled to my children in the guise of "entertainment" makes me sad. The warmth and sun just hide the impending storms that are brewing. I'm not overly pessimistic but I have seen too much to pretend all is well in this world. I weep for my two sons and what they may have to face. Yes, summer no longer means the same to me...
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I suppose....

.....I should not offend easily....I should do and say the right thing all the time....my anger should be kept in check...I should do more for others....I should not grow weary of the things that beat us down daily....that I should have all the answers (that other fathers and husbands most definitely have)....I suppose all of this would/could be true, but its not. So.....I continue on.....
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WTHeck happened.......

• to my dreams?
• to my hopes?
• to my sense of creativity?
• to my self worth?
• to my money?
• to my moral compass?
• to my love?

I've been looking but its seems to have left the building.......

The Dropoff

I recently witnessed a lady getting out of her Honda suv in front of a home. She went around to the rear passenger side and opened the door. She looked rather nonchalant and wasn't smiling. She lifted a female toddler from her car seat and had a bag on her shoulder. A gentleman came out of the home in front of her.....all smiles and looking the toddler. I could not hear what he said but the conversation between himself and the woman was little to none. The toddler went to the man and took her hand and the bag from the woman. The woman walked around to the drivers side rear and removed a large, pink blowup mattress and gave it to the man. The man and girl proceeded to walk towards the home when the woman called the toddler to her. The toddler ambled over to her and gave her a kiss then went inside the home with the man. No conversation between the two adults. The woman got into her suv and took off in a hurry. What did I witness here? I think you know as well as I do. What was once so nice is now relegated to a "drop off". What happened? Why? How do you go from crazy in love (or lust)to.....this? Thoughts?

Eldrick Tont Woods

I just heard a song on The Tom Joyner Morning Show that used a rap beat over Tiger's voicemail message. Man....the media has hit an all time low....

New stuff coming soon....

Getting Right...

If we truly believe like we SAY we do...and we love Him like we SAY we do....then why do our lives not reflect that belief and love?? When our money gets funny...where is that faith? When our health takes a dip, where is that faith? When a major expense greets us at the door, when did our faith slip out? When that spouse or significant other won't or can't do right, where is that faith then?
Let me hear from my people who know what I am saying.....

Madness

Another father kills his wife and children. Father we need you now more than ever.....

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A little sumthing-sumthing!!

President and Mrs. Obama on Inauguration Day (taken from my brother in law's phone)

Can a black man be too black?

I'm in McDonald's for lunch. I just overheard two young black girls talking about someone who was "too black". Wow. How many years will that inbred racism continue to exist? I have been on the receiving end of that foolishness when I was younger...but for being too light. We can't point the finger at others for oppressing us until we stop it ourselves.

Must read

For those who know me, you understand the significance of what I am about to say. Turning 45 years old this coming July, I was a little too young to fully have experienced the racial strife and tension of the 60's.  My late grandmother told me many stories about Jim Crow laws and such and experienced racism first hand. I have seen enough grainy video footage and heard many first hand accounts to get a good taste of it myself. And as a light-skinned black, even I experienced racial taunts....from whites as well as my own people. Who knew? I said that to say that I have vocally stated that America is NOT ready for a black president nor will EVER be ready for one and it will not happen in my life time. NEVER! Good thing I am not a betting man because I would have lost the farm on that one. Here we are in 2009 with our first black president.  I am truly speechless and amazed that it happened. Now before I get accused of loving the fact that Obama is black and nothing else, I think its fair to say that he is no more or less experienced than the other presidents we have had. Although I do not know the man, he appears to be articulate, compassionate, and intelligent. Were he some bumpkin whose only merit was the blackness of his skin, then John McCain would be the wiser choice. Lets all pitch in and pray for and support our newest Commander in Chief. Despite his color, he is a man, no less and deserves a chance just like the rest. If this can happen, then one day other men of color will occupy that title as well.

The Inauguration of President Barack Obama

This is a must see!!  To my friend Tyrone, many thanks.

 

The Inauguration of President Barack Obama

 http://www.boston.com/bigpicture/2009/01/the_inauguration_of_president.html?s_campaign=8315

Biden tries to shush wife after state-VP slip

Check this link out. I am no political pundit, but does anyone see the "newsworthiness" of this so-called "slip"?? Give me your thoughts. Thanks to Kenya for this one.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/biden_oprah