Baltimore 4-23-10

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Winds are blowing....

Its early April and temps in the 90's. APRIL. Not July. I'm all in favor for warm temps but now? Naaah. I remember as a kid how warm breezes and sun would transform my whole mood and take me to a different mind set. All was good. No bills. No one to worry about but....me. Selfish? No. I was a child. Its what children do. But NOW, about to turn 46...those same breezes and sun betray me. Knowing what I know now about this world...witnessing horrors that have occurred...listening to what is being shoveled to my children in the guise of "entertainment" makes me sad. The warmth and sun just hide the impending storms that are brewing. I'm not overly pessimistic but I have seen too much to pretend all is well in this world. I weep for my two sons and what they may have to face. Yes, summer no longer means the same to me...
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I suppose....

.....I should not offend easily....I should do and say the right thing all the time....my anger should be kept in check...I should do more for others....I should not grow weary of the things that beat us down daily....that I should have all the answers (that other fathers and husbands most definitely have)....I suppose all of this would/could be true, but its not. So.....I continue on.....
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WTHeck happened.......

• to my dreams?
• to my hopes?
• to my sense of creativity?
• to my self worth?
• to my money?
• to my moral compass?
• to my love?

I've been looking but its seems to have left the building.......

The Dropoff

I recently witnessed a lady getting out of her Honda suv in front of a home. She went around to the rear passenger side and opened the door. She looked rather nonchalant and wasn't smiling. She lifted a female toddler from her car seat and had a bag on her shoulder. A gentleman came out of the home in front of her.....all smiles and looking the toddler. I could not hear what he said but the conversation between himself and the woman was little to none. The toddler went to the man and took her hand and the bag from the woman. The woman walked around to the drivers side rear and removed a large, pink blowup mattress and gave it to the man. The man and girl proceeded to walk towards the home when the woman called the toddler to her. The toddler ambled over to her and gave her a kiss then went inside the home with the man. No conversation between the two adults. The woman got into her suv and took off in a hurry. What did I witness here? I think you know as well as I do. What was once so nice is now relegated to a "drop off". What happened? Why? How do you go from crazy in love (or lust)to.....this? Thoughts?

Eldrick Tont Woods

I just heard a song on The Tom Joyner Morning Show that used a rap beat over Tiger's voicemail message. Man....the media has hit an all time low....

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